September 18- I'm Back!!! What I Have Done So Far.

 Hello once again to all my readers,
    I'm back!!!!! After a very long hiatus, I have returned to begin posting what's new in the life of a woman trapped within the body of a man. When I last left you all, I had posted a warning about Gamesville.com, but I think it's time for some real posting to begin. I don't want to bore people with just random stuff anymore without giving them more of what this blog is supposed to be about. I started this blog to speak about my progress of bringing out the female from within to finally be seen on the outside for what I know I truly am. With that said, let me go now into today's topic. I want to talk about where I am in my transitional process, but first a little bit more from my past. Some of this post may be repeat of what I have already said in posts before, but I need to say it again for those who may just now be tuning in.
    Being born in a male body, when adopted, my parents treated and dressed me as such. When I began to be more feminine, they couldn't understand. Then, when I told my mom one day at 12 years old that I felt more like a female, I was told that God made me a male, and that trying to change myself to be anything but was sinful. I suppressed my feelings not wanting to go against God and never spoke of it again.
    Several years passed, I once again began to explore the feelings I had back when I was 12 and at the age of 30, I tried once again to talk to my mom about how I felt. This time, she blamed the internet for how I was feeling and that I should stop believing the things I read online. She still would not understand that I truly did feel like a female. 
    What was worse was what happened just last year when I somehow found myself involved in a religious cult that tried to tell me it was a demon inside me making me feel like a female. I wanted so badly to be in God's good graces that I was starting to allow them to brainwash me until I began to see them for what they really were. I once again lost sight of my true self until it occurred to me that God did indeed make us in God's image. God is female to those who believe Her to be and male to those who believe Him to be, but truth is, God is really a spirit having no gender or even possibly having both genders. Science made the body, but God makes the spirit. 
    It was my sister's mother-in-law that opened my eyes to the fact that God intended me to be female, but science somehow screwed up and created a male body for the female spirit God had made for me. Because of her continuous support for my choice to be female despite my male outer form, I am proud to say that I have at least begun dressing as a female part of the time except when going places that just would never accept it. I'm 32 now, and my life, I feel, is just beginning. Like the phoenix, I have been reborn from the ashes of all those who burned me by trying to keep me from being what I truly am. I am female, and proud to be. Take care and be safe always everyone.