Day 04- Friends, Realtionships, and First Encounter (Introduction Part 4)

All my life, I have had many friends come and go. To this day only four remain that I can actually consider part of my family. Of course, I do have other people that i talk to in my online world of Second Life, but they are not yet as close to me as these four. Today, I want to talk about all my friends that I have and have had. I also will discuss my relationships that I have had and go into detail about the very first encounter with the girl who had left me homeless in Michigan. I will begin with my friends.
These were the friends I knew as a child: Brandon and Ryan Guidry, Josh and Chris Earl, David Braden, and Amanda Lebouef. Out of these, the only one that remains my best friend and that I can consider part of my family is David Braden. These following friends were ones I met throughout my school days: Amy Toups, Holly and Tim Orgeron, Kate Bourg, Jeremy Harris, Danion, Michael, and Nicole Theriot. All of these friends have gone on with their own lives and are no longer in contact with me so I cannot consider them friends or family anymore. Finally, these friends are whom I have met throughout the rest of my life: Pam, Anita Lopez, Scott Falls, Christina Dupre, Crystal Pitre, Tiffany Williams, Ronnie and Tammy Naquin, Katrisha Autin, Gail and Henry Thibodeaux, Joshua Blanchard, Kelly Morland, Jules, Ashley Darby, Thib, BabyAlice Tulip, and SissyJerry Lemon. The six that I still consider to be my friends out of them are: Gail and Henry Thibodeaux, Ronnie and Tammy Naquin, Scott Falls, and Katrisha Autin. The three that I consider to be family out of them are: Crystal Pitre, BabyAlice Tulip, and SissyJerry Lemon. The rest, I don't have contact with and truly do not even care about. As I said, I also have my friends on the virtual world of Second Life, but those are too many to list, so I will just acknowledge them by saying they are also my friends.
On to my relationships. I began dating when I was in the 5th grade. This was about the year 1992. My first girlfriend was Amy Toups. We did well together, or so I had thought until that same year while attending a Christmas Mass I found out from her parents that she had been cheating on me with another boy. I didn't date anyone again until 1994. This time it was Holly Orgeron. We went out for two months before she began to drift away from me and started going more to the band room with her friends there instead of waiting for me by the door like she first did. We wound up deciding together it was best to just be friends and we remained so until after high school. Once again I took another break from relationships until my graduation year of 1999. It was then I began going out with Nicole Theriot. We dated for 11 months before she broke up with me claiming I was lazy and didn't want to work when in fact I had worked at three jobs while with her. I got fired from Wal-Mart due to a night manager being a dick and not caring that the morning manager had clocked me in early so that I could leave early to get ready to go upstate to visit Nicole's family for Thanksgiving. I quit Sonic because they were not giving me enough hours, and then I was forced by my birth parents to quit McDonald's due to me coming home the three days I worked for them and having severe seizures. After having to quit McDonald's, Nicole broke up with me. I didn't date anymore until 2002 when I had my first male-on-male relationship with Joshua Blanchard. I already explained what went on with him, so there is no need to repeat. After I got out of jail, I was in a love triangle with Pam, but soon walked away quietly knowing I could not have her to myself. Then I met Christina Dupre and started going out with her after she dumped the roommate I was living with at the time. To me it seemed that all she wanted was a drinking buddy, but I was too blind (as well as too much of an alcoholic) to see that until 9 months later when she stopped calling me or coming to see me until after I got my SSI and Social Security for being bi-polar a year later. We went back out for 2 months before I started to feel she was cheating on me with her ex-boyfriend since every time he came over, she would tell me I had to leave. I then began to get into the adult baby scene very heavily, and met Tiffany Williams. It started as just ABsitter for two weeks, then progressed to Mommy/AB and then that same night to boyfriend/girlfriend. We had been having troubles with her being controlling at times outside of our roleplay (which had started to include my BDSM fetish as well), but I overlooked it all. What I refused to overlook, however, was the lack of attention she gave our real son, Austin Michael Bordelon that we had had together. To this day, she acts like she wants nothing to do with him.
Sorry to interrupt the relationship talk, but I have to write these details in before going on to the last two relationships that I have been in. It was around the time I was dating Tiffany that I had met Anita Lopez and Scott Falls online for the first time. I had been telling them about what was happening with us, and they were making plans to come down to see for themselves if what I was saying was true. They eventually did come down three months after my son was born, and saw for themselves what was going on, and to them it was a lot worse than I could have ever described it. They stayed a month before I was able to get Tiffany to sign a notarized paper granting me permission to take him to Illinois with Anita, Scott, and me. I lived in Illinois for three or four months during which I met Crystal Pitre on Myspace and began to talk about meeting back in Louisiana where we were both originally from. I wanted to leave badly because Anita had started to become verbally abusive toward me and also had gotten the doctor she was taking Austin to see to call the Child Protective Services on me. She then called once herself in an attempt to get the state to take him from me and give him to her. I got out of that state as soon as I could. I didn't see or hear from Anita again until after Crystal and I had a daughter together and were having troubles of our own. It was Anita who eventually had me homeless in Michigan.
Wow, looks like I was able to kill two birds with one stone in that paragraph. I don't need to talk about the relationship with Crystal Pitre anymore except to say that after we broke up and cooled off a bit, we remain to this day the best of friends. she is the one I said was mother to my daughter and caretaker of my son. Moving to my final relationship. While in Michigan, I began to talk to a bisexual woman named Ashley Darby. The relationship between me and her was from the get go strained. She was always going out with me for a few days or even one day before wanting to break up with me. Then she would want to go back out with me and begin the whole cycle over again. She finally asked me to give her her space so she could decide what she wanted out of life, and I gave it to her out of the love I had for her and because I did not want to push her away any further by pushing myself onto her. Just last month, she came back into my life, and cried about how she was sorry she did what she did and truly still felt love for me. I did as well and so I told her so. We started dating again, and she once again started the same routine as last time. As of today, I am still unsure of where she and I stand. I think it is over and honestly never really began to start off with, but I don't know.
Well readers, that's it. If you have been following along from day one, you now know my life inside and out. There's nothing more about me except for maybe a few minor details that I left out due to being so insignificant that I can tell. Now begins the day to day account of what I am going through or will go through as I make my journey to becoming the woman I feel I am inside in mind, spirit, AND body. I may not post every day as I have been doing, but if anything truly exciting happens, I will be sure to post about it. In farewell, I want to wish my mommy mistress, BabyAlice Tulip, a very happy 31 birthday which is this coming Saturday. May you have a truly wonderful one and many more to come. I love you mommy mistress.