As you look through all my posts, you notice how I keep mentioning society as a whole. Of course there may be confusion as to what I actually mean by that phrase. I intend today to go into depth of what I am actually talking about when I say that. First, I have one more thing to mention about how society as a whole is stuck on stupid.
Today I was watching a new news broadcast called Eye Opener. I was so disgusted by how they have now even made the news stupid just to attract viewers. Why? Because society as a whole is so stuck on stupid that the people who made the news program decided that the only way to get enough ratings was to throw in a bunch of stupidity in the midst of telling the news because society as a whole seems to be drawn more to stupidity.
In order to accurately define society as a whole, I need to break it down to what society is. A society is a group of people who act the same, dress the same, think the same, and do everything just alike. We live in a world where we not only have just one society, but millions of them. Each society has their own views of what is right, wrong, normal, and real. Sometimes those societies clash with one another and fight over the right to say that it is their views that are the most correct and logical. Sometimes, however, they come together in agreement with certain things. It is these things that bring them together to create society as a whole.
When this happens, others who still disagree are cast out of the society as a whole and are forced to search for a new society to join that is more open to their beliefs and actions. The degree of ease in doing this depends on how many more there out there that do agree. Sometimes it is next to impossible, and others it can be found with the greatest of ease.
Gender societies, fetish societies, lifestyle societies, religious societies, and political societies are just a few of the different branches of society as a whole that are out there, and I feel the one that is most difficult to belong to is a fetish society since each individual has their own view on what fetish is natural or normal. Having many fetishes to choose from makes it even harder as the fetish society is further divided when one type may see any other to be disgusting and just plain sick. This leaves very few left who all believe in the same exact things. Dividing it even further is when one is actually into two different fetishes that may or may not combine with the other main one that they enjoy. Going even further is when one person who does the things that would be considered a fetish but is actually an uncontrollable action they partake of due to something mentally programmed in their mind since childhood or having other reasons other than intimate ones. The second next hardest is the gender societies even though most of them are open to any of the many gender types there are out there due to the reason of there being many branches of gender in this world. With so many gender labels, it is hard to find just the right one.
Take me, for instances, I am in a male body, but, as I have mentioned many times in previous posts, since the age of 12 have felt more like a female. However, I feel that should I go through with a surgery to realign my body with the way I feel, I may find that it was just a feeling and not the actual truth. Then, I would regret having a surgery that cannot be reversed, so I just dress like a female when I feel like it. Now, this can place me in just the cross-dresser gender category or still the transsexual category. The one that I get labeled with would vary depending on which society is doing the labeling. Still, I feel the label should be on myself to place upon me even though I am confused myself as to what to say I am. The way I see it, I'm a cross-dressing transsexual. Yet, though some may actually be okay with it, most of society as a whole would say you can't be both. You can only be one or the other. Why? Because society as whole is only comfortable when they can place someone in only one category. Anything contrary to that destroys their comfort zone because it would be too confusing for them. Society as a whole hates confusion because they fear confusion and hate what they fear. Fear is only caused by the unknown that they choose to fight against instead of trying to make known.
Another shining example of me being considered an outcast is the things I not just enjoy, but feel right doing. I'm talking about the adult baby and diaper lover thing. Society as a whole already finds these two concepts as unnatural and sick, but what they fail to see in me is that the adult baby part is not a fetish but rather either a mental programming or a way my subconscious self handled the way I grew up. Now I realize that many people have had childhoods maybe even worse than mine, but each individual handles hardships differently than the next. For me, it just seems that my child self got mentally stuck while my outer body grew. This split me mentally to having to act adult in public while mentally there's a part of me that is still 1 to 3 years old. This mental part sometimes takes control with or without my knowledge. I just decided to become an adult baby in an effort to balance the two halves of my inner psyche and decrease the times of not knowing I have regressed and knowing I willfully have allowed myself to regress. The diaper lover part of me is a minor part that came about just because for one reason or another diapers turn me on. I don't know why, and to try and figure out why would be exhausting. Either way, society as a whole once again does not understand or know much about adult babies or diaper lovers much less one who is both. They don't understand, so they hate and fight against it because it destroys their comfort zone of what they already are knowledgeable about. As they gain more knowledge about things, they become more comfortable with it until something new and unknown comes along. Because of these actions, society as a whole will always be fighting against one thing or another.
One day, I hope that this fighting will stop, but it would be a miracle if it did. My final thought on this is that no matter what you do, no matter how you dress, no matter what you feel or think, and no matter what society as a whole does or does not approve of, live for yourself and not for someone else because living for someone else means you are living their life and not your own. Take care and be safe always everyone.
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